Ayiti Nan Kè-m: Haiti is in my heart

“Dèyè mòn gen mòn” – Haitian proverb meaning “beyond the mountains, more mountains.”

At the heart of rush hour, 4.53 pm, on January 12, 2010 the earth shook with a ferociously and cruelty like never before. In 35 terrifying seconds, a 7.0 magnitude earthquake struck near the town of Léogâne, only 16 miles west of Haiti’s capital, Port-au-Prince flattening hundreds of thousands of buildings, hospitals and clinics, and killing over an estimated 200,000 while injuring and displacing hundreds of thousands more. The catastrophic earthquake and its aftermath was the worst urban disaster in the world with an unimaginable loss of life and destruction of a nation that for hundreds of years has hovered slightly above the brink of collapse.

If the death and destruction of the earthquake was unfathomable, the resulting desperation, suffering and attempts to rebuild the country was even worse revealing just how fragile the social, political and economic systems in Haiti truly are. A cholera outbreak introduced by UN peacekeepers killed thousands more. The lack of social services in rural communities brought even more poor rural migrants into the already overwhelmed Port-au-Prince to live in tents or as squatters. Meanwhile corruption, greed, and a gross mishandling of funds made the rebuilding of Haiti even harder. Billions in promised aid was never delivered. People were displaced and living in horrible conditions in tent communities. And the list goes on.

But slowly over time, Haiti was rebuilt. The rubble was removed, the roads were repaired, and hospitals, clinics, schools, and buildings were reconstructed. Then came Hurricane Mathew this past fall bringing Haiti down to her knees once again. The damage was immense- estimated to be over a billion dollars – and the country is still trying to rebuild once again. Against this backdrop, I went to Haiti.

The sun sets over Port-au-Prince, Haiti.

“Ayiti Nan Kè-m” – Creole meaning “Haiti is in my heart”

I will not sugarcoat it. A week in Haiti was perhaps one of the most intensely emotional travel experiences of my life. However, if you are able to look beyond the potholed roads, the piles of trash, the unforgiving, overbearing poverty and the desperation in people’s eyes, then you will able to see something truly unique. Beauty and hope.

View from our hotel overlooking Cap-Haitien.

Juxtaposed against the stark ugliness is a beautiful resilience and strength in the Haitian people and their land. An extraordinary magical culture of music, art, food and religion. A stunning rural countryside with mountain after mountain- a sea of green against the aqua blue waters and white sandy beaches that make up coastal Haiti. A place that despite its complicated history and immense challenges, offers an outsider something extraordinarily life-changing and unique.  A week in Haiti was perhaps one of the most moving trips of my life, and that says a lot given how much I have already seen throughout the developing world.

Mountains beyond mountains. Much of Haiti is covered in mountains.

The mountain fortress of Citadelle Henry is awash with history as it is a place where the struggle for Haitian independence began. Haiti was the first country in the world to be freed by slaves.

Haiti’s coastline is filled with gorgeous beaches like this one pictured below.

Spending the day at the beach is a treat

Although it was my second trip to Haiti, it was during this trip that I experienced the real Haiti. I traveled much more throughout the country than I did on my last visit, having unparalleled access to many aspects of Haitian life that is otherwise unavailable to foreigners. I saw the deplorable and the exceptional, the misery and the resilience, the beauty and the beast. And for that I am eternally grateful.

I traveled to Haiti with my dear friend Haitian-American Nathalie (Nat) Tancrede once again however this time as a tourist. Like most of the world, Natalie was very distraught by the news of the catastrophic earthquake in Haiti and as a Haitian-American she felt compelled to help. Following the earthquake, Nat left her home in New York City and moved to Port-au-Prince to help rebuild the artisan sector which makes up a large percentage of the Haitian economy. With the support of many dedicated partners, she set up a network and provided business and product development training as well as marketing support to over 2,000 local artists and artisans.

During her six years in Haiti, she hosted many international visitors to Haiti including international funders, buyers, designers and bloggers (which is how I first went to Haiti in February 2015) who were always amazed by their experience in Haiti. It was nothing like they had expected given the terrible media Haiti has received. Instead, they found Haiti to be a fascinating destination filled with amazing culture, art and beauty. Of course there remained the “in your face” poverty however if you were willing to open your minds and your hearts to look beyond the ugly, the rewards of visiting Haiti are immense.

I was often regarded with blank stares of disbelief when I told people that I was going to Haiti as a tourist. Given the decades of negative press, people imagine Haiti to be a very dangerous place left in rubble and violence from the earthquake. I must be out of my mind to go to Haiti people whispered quietly behind my back with fear in their eyes. But I am not.

Tourism has the potential to jump start the economy and help rebuild Haiti, providing desperately needed jobs, forcing the government to improve the overall infrastructure of the nation. The government is well aware of the critical importance of tourism and has been promoting it hard over the past few years. A few tour operators have popped up, the first ever guidebook exclusively on Haiti was written, and roads and hotels have slowly been improved. But Haiti has a long way to go until it will be ready to welcome mass tourism like it enjoyed 25 years ago in its golden days. I would also never go to Haiti without a travel guide. This is where my lovely friend Nat comes into play.

Passionate to show the true beauty and magic of Haiti, Nat launched her new travel business “Explore with Nat”. Me and two other guests were her first customers. Nat provided a fully guided week-long trip where we visited three different cities, and embraced the magic of Haiti’s culture, history and people every step of the way. It was truly a fun, eye-opening and unique experience where we received an intimate look at Haiti behind the scenes. We met people from all walks of life and heard their unforgettable stories. We ate at local restaurants as well as some of the most spectacular restaurants in the country. We toured the most historic sites, the most pristine beaches and we also saw the slums.  It was by far one of the most eye-opening, moving and life-changing trips I’ve ever had, and there is no other person I’d see Haiti with than Nat.

I have been home for only three days now but my mind is still swirling around trying to process everything I saw and learned. I am certain it will take a lifetime to understand such a complicated place. Yet one thing I can say for sure is that “Ayiti Nan Kè-m” -Haiti is in my heart.

Disclosure: I traveled to Haiti on a partially sponsored trip hosted by Nat. All thoughts and opinions are my own. If you would like to learn more about Nat’s upcoming trips to Haiti, check out her website Explore with Nat. You can also follow her on Facebook and Instagram. 

44 thoughts on “Ayiti Nan Kè-m: Haiti is in my heart

    • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
      thirdeyemom on said:

      Oh Lisa, your support is so incredible. Thank you. Yes, the people of Haiti are amazing and it is really too bad that the press on the nation is not too great. There is so much culture and pride. I never felt unsafe. And yes I have read and even met Paul Farmer in person. He is an amazing being! More later. I have so many stories to tell. I’ve got to someday get to Ecuador too! 🙂

      • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
        thirdeyemom on said:

        Oh thanks Lisa! I always try to read up on where I’m going and also on the issues at hand.

  1. lulu – Houston, TX & Rockport, ME – I am a fiber artist with special emphasis on weaving, but I love working with threads and cloth in a variety of mediums. New ideas, new ways of connecting threads are the spice of life.
    lulu on said:

    It’s amazing how some things affect you.

    • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
      thirdeyemom on said:

      Yes it is. I was and still am so incredibly moved by this trip. It was very powerful.

  2. scillagrace – Oregon – I began this blog when I entered my 50th year of life. I have always enjoyed writing and taking photographs. My sister did a profound personal photo project the year she was turning 50, so once again, I followed in her footsteps, taking her idea and doing it my way. My life has changed dramatically in recent years, and I have changed with it. My husband died, my kids moved out, I sold our home and moved to Wisconsin, then followed my kids to Oregon. I suppose I have a lot to process, and I'm sure there will be more.
    scillagrace on said:

    My son’s future mother-in-law is from Haiti. She just threw a lovely engagement party in order for the two families to meet…in Chicago. I am definitely intrigued by this country and culture. Thanks for sharing this information!

    • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
      thirdeyemom on said:

      Wow how wonderful!!!! What a beautiful culture to have as part of your family. How special too that you both will get to meet. When is the wedding? Will you write about this on your blog. Thanks so much for sharing. Very special 😌

      • scillagrace – Oregon – I began this blog when I entered my 50th year of life. I have always enjoyed writing and taking photographs. My sister did a profound personal photo project the year she was turning 50, so once again, I followed in her footsteps, taking her idea and doing it my way. My life has changed dramatically in recent years, and I have changed with it. My husband died, my kids moved out, I sold our home and moved to Wisconsin, then followed my kids to Oregon. I suppose I have a lot to process, and I'm sure there will be more.
        scillagrace on said:

        The wedding date is not set, but fall of 2018 is the target. I’m sure I will blog about it. I did a blog post on the engagement party.

      • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
        thirdeyemom on said:

        Exciting! I will have to go check out your blog post. Would love to read about the engagement party. 🙂

      • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
        thirdeyemom on said:

        Just read the post! Wow, she is so beautiful! How exciting and thrilling to meet. Thanks for sharing.

      • scillagrace – Oregon – I began this blog when I entered my 50th year of life. I have always enjoyed writing and taking photographs. My sister did a profound personal photo project the year she was turning 50, so once again, I followed in her footsteps, taking her idea and doing it my way. My life has changed dramatically in recent years, and I have changed with it. My husband died, my kids moved out, I sold our home and moved to Wisconsin, then followed my kids to Oregon. I suppose I have a lot to process, and I'm sure there will be more.
        scillagrace on said:

        She is beautiful…and tiny! My son is a tad shorter than me, about 5’4″. Dae is about 5’1″. (my oldest daughter is barely 5′ tall)

      • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
        thirdeyemom on said:

        Wow 5’1. And your daughter is tiny too! Do Dae’s parents still live in Haiti? Despite the hardship it truly is a special place. The people are so amazing and so warm and caring. I felt so welcome there. 😌

      • scillagrace – Oregon – I began this blog when I entered my 50th year of life. I have always enjoyed writing and taking photographs. My sister did a profound personal photo project the year she was turning 50, so once again, I followed in her footsteps, taking her idea and doing it my way. My life has changed dramatically in recent years, and I have changed with it. My husband died, my kids moved out, I sold our home and moved to Wisconsin, then followed my kids to Oregon. I suppose I have a lot to process, and I'm sure there will be more.
        scillagrace on said:

        No; her mom now lives in Chicago. Her dad is African American, and not Haitian.

      • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
        thirdeyemom on said:

        Oh thank is nice that they are nearby! 🙂

      • scillagrace – Oregon – I began this blog when I entered my 50th year of life. I have always enjoyed writing and taking photographs. My sister did a profound personal photo project the year she was turning 50, so once again, I followed in her footsteps, taking her idea and doing it my way. My life has changed dramatically in recent years, and I have changed with it. My husband died, my kids moved out, I sold our home and moved to Wisconsin, then followed my kids to Oregon. I suppose I have a lot to process, and I'm sure there will be more.
        scillagrace on said:

        And both Daena and her mother are artists….very colorful, swirling abstracts seem to be their common theme.

      • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
        thirdeyemom on said:

        Wonderful! I saw and met lots of artisans on both my trips to Haiti. Their art is amazing.

  3. Alison and Don – Occupation: being/living/experiencing/travelling. In our sixties, with apparently no other authentic option, my husband Don and I sold our apartment and car, sold or gave away all our stuff and set off to discover the world. And ourselves. We started in Italy in 2011 and from there have travelled to Spain, India, Bali, Australia, New Zealand, SE Asia, South America, Egypt, Japan, etc. - you can see the blog archive. We travelled full-time for nearly six years, and then re-established a home in Vancouver. We now travel 2-3 months per year. We are interested in how the world works, how life works, how the creation of experience works, how the mind works. As we travel and both "choose" our course, and at the same time just let it unfold, we discover the "mechanics" of life, the astounding creativity of life, and a continual need to return to trust and presence. Opening the heart, and acceptance of what is, as it is, are keystones for us both. Interests: In no particular order: travel, photography, figure skating (as a fan), acceptance, authenticity, walking/hiking, joy, creativity, being human, adventure, presence, NOW. Same for Don except replace figure skating with Formula One motor racing.
    Alison and Don on said:

    It sounds amazing Nicole. And somehow reminds me of Cuba, another Caribbean island with a whole whack of trouble. Sometimes it seems it’s just not fair.
    Alison

    • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
      thirdeyemom on said:

      It was quite the trip Alison. Yes in a way like Cuba but the conditions were much more difficult. I would go again to Haiti in a heartbeat though as the people and the culture were so amazing. It was a very powerful trip.

  4. Dianne – Melbourne – Hello! I'm a highly sensitive person who has discovered the joys of iPhone photography and words 🌹
    Di on said:

    Oh Nicole… I’m writing this between tears… to have the opportunity to connect with and spread some love to those who need it most… just such a rare privilege.
    Thank you for such a detailed explanation of the history of the country and I found Nat on Instagram earlier today.
    Thank you again. Such a moving post my friend 💕

    • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
      thirdeyemom on said:

      It was truly a wonderfully moving trip Di. I felt so many emotions on this trip but one thing is the resilience of the people and the kindness they showed us. It is a beautiful culture and country with lots of problems but hopefully someday they will overcome. Thanks dear for reading!

      • Dianne – Melbourne – Hello! I'm a highly sensitive person who has discovered the joys of iPhone photography and words 🌹
        Di on said:

        It was my pleasure to read about you and Haiti, Nicole 💕🌹

      • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
        thirdeyemom on said:

        Oh thanks for your kind words Di!

      • Dianne – Melbourne – Hello! I'm a highly sensitive person who has discovered the joys of iPhone photography and words 🌹
        Di on said:

        You know it’s my pleasure dear Nicole 💐💕

      • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
        thirdeyemom on said:

        😌😌😌

  5. I felt a range of emotions while reading this Nicole from sadness to hope and desire to travel here myself with Nat someday. Thank you for bringing a different view of Haiti to us. The beauty and magic most certainly have come through in your Social Media accounts and then again here. God bless Nat. God bless you Nicole.

    • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
      thirdeyemom on said:

      Oh Lisa thank you so much! I felt I had to get my emotions out on the first real post before I could move on to all the wonderful stuff I saw and experienced. I am excited to show the beautiful arts and culture that I saw.

  6. 2summers – Johannesburg, South Africa – I'm a 42-year-old writer/photographer. A few years ago, I abandoned my old life as a suburban Washington D.C. office-dweller and became a bohemian Johannesburg freelancer. I tell stories about my quirky life in Johannesburg and my travels around South Africa and the rest of the world.
    2summers on said:

    Wow, I would love to to do this.

    • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
      thirdeyemom on said:

      It was amazing Heather. If you come back to the states and want to check out Haiti let me know. Nat is running a few trips a year and there is no one I’d go with besides her. She is amazing and connects you with the people and culture of Haiti. You would learn a lot! 😌

  7. restlessjo – Hi! I’m Jo! Johanna when I’m feeling posh, Jan to my Dad, and Joasiu to my Polish family. A bit of a mix-up, that’s me. The one constant, however, is my restless nature. I love to travel and to explore our world. It doesn’t have to be the big wide world. I can be ridiculously happy not too far from home, so long as I’m seeking new horizons. Of course I have a wish list, and it was to help me fulfil my dreams that I started to write travel guides for a venture called Simonseeks. I’d always kept a travel diary, and it was hugely satisfying to share my experiences and to make new friends who shared my passion for travel. Alas, Simonseeks hit a few troubles, but I still find myself writing about my travels. I’ve become addicted. I’d love to share them, and to make more friends. So, it has to be a blog- right? Or do I mean- write?
    restlessjo on said:

    You throw yourself full on at life, Nicole, and I so much admire what you do. It’s tragic that such a lovely place should have the misfortunes it’s had but the culture looks so vibrant. Good luck to Nat, and I look forward to reading more. 🙂 🙂 Hope you’re fully well again.

    • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
      thirdeyemom on said:

      Yes I do Jo perhaps sometimes a little too much! 😌 this trip was so impactful Jo. I learn and grow with each trip I do. I am so grateful for my chance to see Haiti with Nat.

  8. LuAnn – Two young-at-heart retirees with a passion for exploring and the desire to "pay it forward".
    LuAnn on said:

    Several years ago I worked with a man who grew up in Haiti. This was my first experience learning about the immense struggles in this country. Thank you so much for sharing a small part of their story, through your touching words and beautiful images.

    • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
      thirdeyemom on said:

      I am so glad you enjoyed the post LuAnn. Yes Haiti has sure struggled a lot. I was so grateful to be able to go on this trip and have such a powerful experience.

  9. Marilyn Albright – Home Based in Sterling, Alaska – Alaska’s Kenai Peninsula has been home for more than 40 years. My husband, David, and I live on 10 acres of forest near the town of Soldotna. We are more or less retired, meaning we are retired from gainful employment but not from life! Our son lives in Australia and our daughter in Colorado. Photography, fiber arts, reading, and hiking/walking are some of my interests, and David shares my love of gardening, camping, cooking, and traveling, plus he is our tech expert.
    Marilyn Albright on said:

    Hopefully your wonderful descriptions of Haiti (and past posts about the many talented artesans) and the people there will encourage others to open their eyes and visit!

    • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
      thirdeyemom on said:

      Thanks Marilyn! I hope so too! 😌

  10. lexklein – I’m a restless, world-wandering, language-loving, book-devouring traveler trying to straddle the threshold between a traditional, stable family life and a free-spirited, irresistible urge to roam. Even when I was young, I always wanted to be somewhere else. I was the kid who loved camp, vacations, sleepovers, and all forms of transportation. Did my restlessness spring from a love of languages and other cultures? From a fiction fixation and all the places I’ve visited on the pages of a globeful of authors? I think it’s more primordial, though, an innate itch that demands scratching at regular intervals. I’m sure I won’t have a travel story every time I add to this blog, but I’ve got a lot! I’m a pretty happy camper (literally), but there is some angst as well as excitement in always having one foot out the door. Come along for the trip as I take the second step …
    lexklein on said:

    What a unique opportunity you had! I am definitely bookmarking Nat’s site for my own future reference.

    • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
      thirdeyemom on said:

      Yes Lexi, if you want a truly unique experience you should go to Haiti and go with Nat. She is amazing and it was such a powerful trip. Let me know if you are interested in reaching out to her. I know she has two trips coming this fall and one of my wonderful friends is going!

  11. Miriam – Australia – I’m a wonder lusting woman, a musician, a freelance travel writer and magazine columnist. Utterly passionate about travel and life and turning the ordinary moments into the extraordinary. My motto is “just do it”.
    Miriam on said:

    This post really touched me on a deep level Nicole. Such an impoverished country yet so full of hope, beauty and resilience. Once again you’ve brought us the real deal and opened my eyes . Thank you for a wonderful insight into Haiti.

    • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
      thirdeyemom on said:

      Thank you Miriam. This post was emotionally moving for me to compose and put my thoughts all down. It was such a moving trip. I am really glad that this touched you!

      • Miriam – Australia – I’m a wonder lusting woman, a musician, a freelance travel writer and magazine columnist. Utterly passionate about travel and life and turning the ordinary moments into the extraordinary. My motto is “just do it”.
        Miriam on said:

        It did. It really did, I can tell your heart and soul went into it.

      • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
        thirdeyemom on said:

        Thank you Miriam!

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  13. Nicole,
    Thank you for sharing this experience on your blog. Haiti is a very special place and it definitely pulls you in once you step foot on that land. Looking forward to sharing this experience with so many others on future trips with @Explore with Nat!

    • thirdeyemom – Writer, traveler, hiker and global humanitarian traveling the world and doing good. Member of Impact Travel Alliance Media Network. 40+ countries and still wandering sharing my journey along the way.
      thirdeyemom on said:

      There is no one I’d rather go to Haiti with than you Nat. You are an amazing person and the perfect hostess. 🙂

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