“Try to enjoy my country but not to understand it”. – Abel, our Cuban guide 

There are many oddities about Cuba since el Triunfo de la Revolución, the triumph of the 1959 Cuban revolution as Cubans like to call it. However, perhaps the most peculiar is the sheer lack of necessities and goods, and the ability of the average Cuban to afford them. Nothing can prepare a foreigner for the stark reality and contrast of the tourist life compared with Cuban life while visiting Cuba. It was during my first morning in Cuba that I experienced a shockingly wide realization that el Triunfo de la Revolución was quite frankly all a farce. 

I rose early as always to grab a leisurely breakfast in the hotel dining room. I normally am not a big eater for breakfast however I do like my coffee in the morning and our breakfast was included with the price of the room. I had heard that Cuba was not a gastronomical place and to expect the bare minimum during our week’s stay on the island. Not expecting much, I entered the hotel dining area and looked around with utter surprise. There was tray after tray of food. Anything and everything your heart could ever desire. Pancakes, french toast, eggs, meats, cheese, yogurt, smoothies, fruits, smoked salmon, pastries and even a omelette bar. I was stunned by the sheer quantity of food, much of it left uneaten on promptly cleared plates off table-clothed tables. Being in Cuba, our beautiful four-star hotel had a four-star quality spread to make anyone feel just the least bit guilty.

The irony of Cuba. View from our luxurious pool of Cuban housing.

The irony of Cuba. View from our luxurious pool of Cuban housing.

It wasn’t until I left the beautiful hotel Melia Cohiba in Vedado, a tree-lined middle-class neighborhood of Havana, and walked across the street into the grocery store that I realized something was not right. The floors were stripped of tiles and showing dirt, the lights were dim, the walls were grungy and most of all, almost all the shelves were less than half-way stocked with goods. In fact, there were columns and rows of shelves that were simply bare with absolutely nothing.

An enormous guilt crept through me, thinking about what a sharp contrast the grocery store was compared to the layers and layers of food just across the street in our hotel. I grabbed a large bottle of water for my hotel room, paying the 6 CUCs, realizing that the cost of the water was a week’s worth of salary for the average Cuban. My heart sank. This is Cuba.   

Although the Cuban government loves to tell visiting tourists how Communism provides for the people and gives them everything they need- without forgetting to include the fact that Cuba has free health care, free housing and free education all in one beat – stepping foot inside a Cuban grocery store or any kind of store for that matter shows you how far removed from reality this belief is.

El Triunfo de la Revolución is a really a farce and one of Castro’s ironic misconceptions. 

After the Cuban Revolution, the government did try to earnestly equalize Cuban society by nationalizing all private enterprises, providing universal health care and education and installing socialist policies to create a more equal society. There were initially some good things that happened. Infant mortality rates dropped. Cuba raised literary to almost 100% in one year flat. Racism decreased. Society became more equitable after most of the rich Cubans left. Education was free.

Yet as a whole Cuba did not fare well under Communism. The economy was underdeveloped and highly dependent upon its Communist trading partners. Meanwhile US-Cuban relations deteriorated, and Castro lined himself up more with the Soviet Union, a risky strategy. The Soviet Union in return for Castro’s alliance, highly subsidized the Cuban economy, creating a huge dependence on the Soviet Union and its allies for Cuba’s economic wellbeing.

The fall of the Soviet Union in 1991 had a nearly catastrophic impact on the Cuban economy. Cuba lost approximately 80% of its imports, 80% of its exports and its Gross Domestic Product dropped by 34 percent during a period which became known in Cuba as the “Special Period“, a time of severe shortages of food, basic necessities, electricity, medicine, and petroleum. Finding enough food to eat was a daily struggle and our Cuban guide Abel said that the average Cuban lost 20 pounds during this difficult time.

Market in Havana Cuba

A small farmers market in Vedado. These markets are finally legal after the small opening of entrepreneurship in the Cuban economy.

Fast forward twenty years and although Cuba has survived the Special Period, things still are not as easy or triumphant as they were promised to be since “el Triunfo de la Revolución. Bare shelves, overpriced goods, low supplies and long queues are the daily life for Cubans shopping for their basic supplies. 

Although the Cuban government subsidizes its 11 million people with a monthly ration card known as “la libreta” for basic necessities like rice, beans and cooking oil, most Cubans argue that it is not enough. If Cubans want to add fruits, vegetables and meat to their diet they have to get it on their own which not only is expensive but unaffordable to many.

Further complicating the issue is the fact that Cuba has two currencies, the Cuban Peso for the Cuban people, and the Cuban Convertible Peso or the “CUC” (pronounced “cuke”) that is the higher valued tourist currency. One Cuban Peso equals approximately 24 CUCs, and almost anything of value is sold in CUCs, a currency that most Cubans cannot get unless they work in the tourist industry and receive tips (Cubans are paid in Convertible Pesos). This makes moonlighting a common profession of highly educated Cubans. Doctors, Engineers and other PhD’s will work two jobs, one in their profession where they earn the standard $25 a month, and the other job in the tourist industry such as a taxi driver where they receive CUCs equating to $25 a day. This is a huge problem for the Cuban people and the economy as a whole. The government says it is trying to get rid of the Cuban peso and have one currency but that remains to be seen.

Market in Havana Cuba

Cuba imports almost 80 % of its food, even though it is an island rich in resources, the farmland remains undeveloped. Beef is a rare commodity. Fish is for tourists.

One of the activities we did on our “people to people” trip in Cuba was to visit both a state-run store and a farmer’s market.  At the farmer’s market, we each divided into four teams of four people and were given 2 CUCs (two day’s of salary for the average Cuban). The goal was to see how much we could buy at the farmer’s market for 2 CUCs. It was an exercise that was meant to open our eyes and it did.

Here is what we were able to buy for two day’s worth of salary. The contents of this bag:

Market in Havana Cuba

Contents of this bag are worth two days salary for the average Cuban.

Following are some pictures from the farmer’s market. Abel said that these markets are relatively new as it used to be illegal to have any kind of private farmer’s market. All food came from the state-run stores and if you wanted any vegetables or fruit, you had to buy it illegally through the black market or at a farm.

Market in Havana Cuba

Entering the farmer’s market

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Thankfully the farmer’s market takes the Cuban peso unlike the other stores. Most other stores in Cuba use CUCs as their currency making it expensive and sometimes impossible for Cubans to buy simple things like toilet paper, deodorant and non essential items.

Overall I was impressed with the range of products at the market. However, the prices were high given that only a small bag of items costs two days worth of salary. Abel said a lot of these foods have not been available for many years until the markets opened. Diets were very bland and lacking color.

Market in Havana Cuba

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Market in Havana Cuba

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Market in Havana Cuba

The market even had a meat which is a real luxury in Cuba except of course for tourists and the few wealthy Cubans. After the revolution, the cattle industry faded so beef is a rarity in Cuba. Chicken is more prevalent but it is expensive.

Market in Havana Cuba

Market in Havana Cuba

After our stop in the farmer’s market, Abel brought us next door to the state run store. We walked in and the first thing I thought was how utterly depressing it was. It was dark, dirty, grimy and bare. A sharp contrast from my beautiful grocery store at home or even the colorful farmer’s market next door.

State Run Market in Havana Cuba

Entering a state run market in Havana.

Hunting down groceries in poorly stocked state run markets is a daily challenge of patience, time and queues. Although the Cuban government subsidizes its 11 million people to eat, the amount of food and quality is simply not enough.

Cubans receive ration books known as “la libreta” that secure staples like rice, beans and oil at low prices but it is the bare minimum. Abel told us that a household of two people receive 2 CUCs/month on their ration card – the same amount of money we used at the farmer’s market. Although the prices at the state-run store are extremely cheap (for example, rice is about $0.05/pound), it is still not enough to survive.

La libreta is issued to all Cuban households by the government and has check-off columns for Cubans to manually track what items from this state-subsidized basic foods program that every citizen is entitled to each month. Hand-checked. If family has children under age 8, they can get milk too.

State run Market in Havana Cuba

Check out line

As we were leaving the store, Abel told us that the government is thinking of getting rid of la libreta. Like many things in Cuba, it simply is a relic of the past and is not working. Only time will tell if it happens and whether or not it is an improvement.

After touring the market, I couldn’t look at our tourist meals the same. Fish, lobster, fruit and vegetables, meats, deserts, and anything else we could possibly stuff into our stomachs was constantly at our side. I thought about our meals and realized that most Cubans have ever seen a spread of food like this or even had it for themselves. It made me feel quite sad. It also explained why there were never any Cubans at the restaurants.

On my last day in Havana as I was packing my bag, I took out the few odds and ends that I had bought back in the States before I left to leave for my hosts. Deodarant, toilet paper, aspirin and pens. I piled it up on the desk and left a note for the maids. Just as I was leaving I saw the room attendant come in and I tried to tell her what I was doing. Tears welled in her eyes. Feeling utterly guilty that this simple yet so important gift could mean so much, I grabbed my hairdryer and gave it to her as well. A tear fell down her check. She hugged me and thanked me profusely.

That is the one thing I will never forget about Cuba or about Communism. The gratitude and warmness of the Cuban people and the darn right awfulness of using a system that truly doesn’t work.


  1. If they just put a little white wash on the bricks it would make it look so much better. The local Cubans don’t have it easy, that is for sure.

  2. This post was just fascinating from the first quote by your tour leader. I’d be really interested in going on a trip like this- it sounds a little like a delegation I did with Witness for Peace in Nicaragua. Anyway, thanks for sharing!

  3. Nicole, we cannot choose our DNA. Of the places in the great and wider world I was born in the USA. I feel particularly fortunate. Of course, even in our country hardship and tough times persist. It’s so difficult to witness Cuba’s economy and social values. It’s history has changed only marginally. Your post did tell a piece of the story along with a strong set of images.

    1. Thanks Sally. Yes so incredibly true. We have so much here to be thankful for and what always amazes me is how so many people continue to never be happy with what they have. 🙂

    1. Thanks for the comment. Yes, not much has improved but a little bit has slowly. I imagine it will once the embargo lifts and Communism is gone. Only time will tell.

  4. We travelled in Havana with a Cuban couple, a doctor and a teacher, and wherever we went they gathered any leftover food, which was mostly horrible. They asked us if we could leave behind any soap or toothpaste we had with us. I was disgusted by the way people were forced to live and it took the shine off the supposedly wonderful architecture and other things people rave about. I have heard that things are getting better, and they need too. Also, if I saw one more photo of Che or Hemingway I think I would have screamed.

    1. Yes I completely understand. I hope one day the regime will be gone, our embargo over and things will improve in Cuba. There is so much potential!!!!

  5. Cuba is such a society of contrasts it seems. I think it is terribly sad that they still haven’t managed to come back from the disaster of the US embargo and the collapse of Communism. While it is true that their system is damaged, I think that some of their ideals are good. I just hope they can find a balance so that Cubans can begin to live a life free from such deprivations as they experience now.

    1. So true Jo. Cuba has so much to offer to! It is such an amazing place. If only politically things would change, I bet it would explode there!

  6. Ohhh, yes…you took me back to all the crazy strange ways of that place…
    I married a Cuban. At our wedding we had a big spread of fish and lobster and things we bought illegally. Apparently our guests – my husband’s extended family, mostly – are still talking about the food…
    It seems so totally crazy that the population of an ISLAND is not eating the fish and seafood from its own waters.

    1. Wow that must have been quite an experience. I can only imagine. I hope life improves in Cuba. It is such a pity as it is truly a wonderful place, just bad political situation.

  7. I had no idea how tough it was for the people of Cuba. As your previous comment, I don’t understand why they’re not eating seafood from Cuba’s waters. Is there a reason? Are they not allowed? Thank you for opening my eyes to their hardship. A really informative post, Nicole and some great images as always!

    1. Thanks Lucy! I’m not really sure about the fish except that Cubans live off the ration cards provided by the government for food and the govt supports 11 million people meaning only the bare minimums. I think fish is just too expensive so only tourists get it or the few rich. Yes, it is crazy. Hope you are well! How is life?

      1. That is crazy and I don’t understand how fish can be expensive when it’s an island! All’s good thanks but not been doing much on my blog lately. Getting side tracked with stock photography. Thinking about returning to Guatemala maybe in September. How’s life with you?

      2. Yes I have no idea why either. It is strange! So will you go back to Antigua then? Life is good here. Just busy with the end of the year stuff. I can’t believe another school year has passed though. Time goes so incredibly fast. Happy that it is now summer though here after such a long, brutal winter! 🙂

      3. Yes, I think so although I’m not decided for sure yet. Don’t get me wrong. I do like it here but I want to find a place where it feels more permanent for me. Where I want to be long-term although of course my mind can always change! And yes, we have to enjoy life while we can as it speeds by way too fast. I don’t envy you your winters! Enjoy the summer while you can!

  8. Wow, this is such a fantastic post, Nicole! My sister has done the same thing when she’s left Cuba. In fact, the first time she left the entire contents of her suitcase behind. The second trip she took what she knew those she knew there could most use.

    Hugs from Ecuador,

    1. Wow that is great Kathy! I wanted to bring more stuff but I just couldn’t fit more into my bags with all the requirements. If I go back, I definitely will. It is nuts how everything is so expensive. I bet a hairdryer would cost $50 if you could find one. That would be two months salary.

  9. Your description of the empty shelves of the stores is exactly what we experienced there 20 years ago. To go from our all inclusive resort which did not have a large variety of food but it was plentiful, to the lines of Cubans waiting to get into an empty store was heart breaking.

    1. So you were probably there right in the heart of the Special Period. I can only imagine! When I went there were plenty of delightful, restored restaurants, both state run and paladors and the food was surprisingly delicious. Yet it was also all tourists and no Cubans there expect the cooks and servers.

    1. Yes! So incredibly true! 🙂 That is how I feel all the time. Whenever I get grumpy I remember what I’ve seen on my travels. Then I feel quite embarrassed. 🙂

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